Dancing While Fat

Is a lot like this.

Don’t deny it, you’ve seen somebody somewhere overweight or otherwise you’ve totally made fun of or not wanted to see on the dance floor.

Which is why I gave up dancing in public for now. Because I can feel the eyes and all I think is:

But when I reach my healthy weight goal I can’t wait to pick dancing back up.

Show all the boys what they’ve been missin’.

Diet Day 7 in .gif’s

I’ve been counting my calories (1500 a day) and being really careful but I still am only slowly doing the whole working out thing. It’ hard when you’re fat, busy, and have thyroid disease. Overall an hour a day is a LOT of time to put aside and make yourself sweaty and worn out from WALKING. In fact, today I was sick and I skipped my walk. I feel REALLY guilty about it, so I might aim for some crunches before bed even though my fat gets in the way of that kind of thing.

I did lose 5lbs by day 7…

But it’s been hard.

And though I’m proud of myself…

I’m frustrated today.

But we all have our struggles.

And weight loss is a huge one.

Especially with school, work, and illness all chipping away at my willpower.

But I’m planning on losing 3 more lbs this week and keeping the prior 5 off.

Wish me luck.