I am immeasurably temperamental and spastic when I do not take my Luvox. I can’t find the bottle and won’t see the doctor until Friday so until then I need to realize everything is actually okay and there’s no need to rage at little things and remember how to breathe, I sometimes forget how without Luvox. I also get paranoid at things like someone is watching me through the vents or hiding under the bed. Obsessive thoughts are both embarrassing and terrifying. Makes you realize how important your medication is.

I’m dog sitting for 10 days and feeling lonely in the house. I looked at the brand of lipstick this lady is using nowadays and find out it’s fifty dollars a tube. I hope to make it so good one day financially that I can live with high end products in my bathrooms.

Speaking of makeup, I bought a Borghese foundation today which is literally the best foundation ever. It’s light with full coverage, and keeps my skin matte all day. I have real oily crappy skin that disagrees with all other foundations. I almost bought some other things but I’m trying to save my money, even though I paid all my bills for next month already thanks to this paycheck.

Monday I tutor, last week they were not monsters which was a treat. Tuesday is my night class. Wednesday I get my ADD testing results and Friday is the psych appointment. I’m hoping one of the drugs if not multiple I need to acquire this week will give me what I need to get over my fears and visit my advisor about the big project I need to accomplish before the end of the semester so I can graduate. Time is ticking.

I’m freezing by the way. All winters in Chicago blow, but temperature wise this is THE worst. I’d rather have that winter back with the huge snow storm. At least it didn’t screw with my car running.i



So Disney and Sephora got together and made makeup babies. I don’t own all of the products, though they have perfumes and lipsticks, etc. However, I did buy the two stars of the show for each limited edition set (Eyeshadow!). I’m from what I like to call the ‘Princess Generation’ of Disney which is totally who they created this line for in my opinion.

The first in this princess collection was Cinderella. The second, was Jasmine. Jasmine comes with a blush and bronzer where Cinderella does not. Here are some pictures, as well as how they look on light skin and the first set of eyes I did with my Jasmine palette.

For starters, this is the Cinderella palette packaging.


Here is the palette when you slide it out of the box.


Both palettes have a hollow inside box. You take the thin plate of shadows off at the bottom and can fit applicators and small brushes…or other secret things!


I took NYX white eye shadow base and with my finger blended it all over the top of my hand as a canvas, then with a brush, sampled all of the colors in order so you could see them on skin.


You can see which are shimmery and which aren’t.


Here’s the Jasmine palette which came in the mail yesterday!


Inside. There isn’t a good black or super dark shade in this palette FYI, if you use a black eye shadow to line your eyes you’d want to have another on hand. The one in the Cinderella palette is handy.


Same canvas, only the eyeshadows.


Here are the final eyes, as I forgot to bring my liquid liner and white eye pencil to line the waterline. The picture BELOW this picture is obviously instagramed but shows the intensity of the colors better since you can’t stand in front of me and see it for yourself. You can’t see the side wings much either, even though they’re subtle…blah! I’m not Michelle Phan but I figured I had fun playing yesterday and I thought I’d share.

The red I used was ‘arabian sunset’, the yellow was ‘cave of wonders’ and the highlight was ‘sand in the glass’. They go together really well.


Any Disney Princess Makeup Buff needs these 😀



David So is one of the most fabulous YouTube personalities to date that I’ve seen and seeing this video cracked me up. His response to that dumb B*%^# that got kicked for her racist blonde ass air headed bimbo video was pretty fantastic too.


Youtube is the red carpet for amature makeup artists like Michelle Phan and iCHUYY (both of which I’m subscribed to). I wanted to share some of my favorite videos.

I love the way they all present the brushes by putting their hand behind them and show the makeup as well. So simple but very fitting for makeup videos.

I like MissChievous but I don’t care for her new attitude now that she’s lost a bunch of weight. Ulch. Still a great makeup artist though.

I’m waiting for the perfect time to use this look (below).